Sending the vibration of abundance into the world!
It’s interesting that money is a taboo subject - kind of like sex. These are two things that most people desire deeply, (or maybe they repress that desire!) yet both are shrouded with so much shame and guilt and limiting conditioning. So, time to release all that and shine light on my ‘stuff’ about money.
I have been blessed to always have enough money to live comfortably, and now it often flows in for me in unexpected ways (for example, I got paid to live in a guesthouse in Tel Aviv for a month in return for keeping it clean while the owner was away). But I still feel the vestiges of the scarcity/lack mindset that is so prevalent in our society, telling me that I need to limit my spending and save what I have because there might not be more coming.
In the last year I have become more aware of the energetics of money and how our thoughts and actions about it create the reality of how much we attract. I have consciously begun to use money with more gratitude and appreciation, with less doubt and fear. I began to be kinder to myself and others, spending money on organic food, working with more expensive coaches and investing in myself, treating myself to frivolous things that bring me joy, giving more to friends in need and charity appeals. In Thailand last year my partner and I decided to rent more expensive bungalows that helped us feel expansive.
But another old pattern of feeling guilty about about spending money on myself would sometimes pop up again... that it was indulgent, and that wanting more money or more things than what I need for a basic level of comfort was selfish. That it was ‘un-spiritual’ to desire more money when I already have more cash in my savings account than the vast majority of the world’s population.
I can let go of these unhelpful beliefs now. The more money I have, the more I can create big, impactful change in the world. The lightworkers need to be well-resourced in order to spread their work more widely! Keeping ourselves small doesn’t serve anyone. Accumulating vast wealth and hoarding it in a bank is not my jam. But inviting abundance to flow through me and using it to reinvest in things that bring me more freedom and choice and enable me to spread love further into the world and empower others, yes, I want this! It is very OK for me to want this. And it is very OK for YOU to want this.
So, time for witchcraft and magic to help me uplevel! This morning I woke up at 4am, got a fire burning in the garden all by myself for the first time ever, and sat in ceremony for 3 hours with the 4 elements and directions as my witnesses. I burned old beliefs about money with forgiveness and gratitude. I ritually cleansed and blessed five €1 coins and planted these seeds of intention in the garden with my written affirmations for the new relationship I wish to cultivate with money. I cleansed and blessed a $100 note with the fire and secured it next to my womb space, inviting the energy of money into my life in order to help me birth my ideas and visions. I danced and prayed and sang, calling in abundance and freedom for all beings. And then I also signed up for a masterclass on wealth dynamics starting in February and did some planning work for a live workshop I want to run tomorrow: it’s great to do the energetic ritual work, but we have to take action in the world and put ourselves out there too in order to receive!
Sending wishes for so much abundance to all.
13 January 2021
