Honouring my cycles and blood
I am bleeding today and I put almost everything on hold in order to just rest, be, release and surrender into the murky depths of the feminine shadow. It feels so nourishing to honour my natural rhythms in this way. I always feel the veil between this world and others thinner at this time in my cycle, and I love to sit in that space and witness what comes through me.
Today I have moaned and softly sobbed and felt layers of old stuff pouring out of my energetic body. I have rested in deep meditative trance and observed past life and collective traumas coming up through my conscious awareness for healing and release. I have napped. I have allowed my light language to be used as a channel to purge stuff from my being. I have held and stroked myself and poured love into my own body in the way I used to always look to another to do.
And then I made doodles using my blood and a small stick, which I haven’t had the opportunity to do for a few months. The Divine Feminine is arising! A beautiful, cathartic, witchy, moony release day. So grateful I have learned to enjoy and appreciate feeling all the feelings. Ride that flow, sisters!
4 February 2021
