Finding internal balance

My inner Divine Masculine and inner Divine Feminine are finding such a beautiful balance in my daily life now. He provides her with a safe contained structure, so that she can fly high and free but land gracefully. She feels safe to experience everything, express herself and be met with his unconditionally loving internal presence.

 

Deborah-of-the-past spent years in a wounded masculine paradigm of compulsive action... never feeling that she was good enough... always needing to DO more to prove her worth in the world... unable to fully rest and relax. That was some powerful conditioning from the capitalist system. Then Deborah-of-the-past more recently spent almost 3 years in a very yin feminine space, hardly doing or creating anything at all. And finally things have come into balance. Ahhhhh, the middle way, the Tao. It feels so beautiful!

 

Most days I now spend 4-6 hours deliberately in my masculine energy. I meditate, do my physical practices and then work on my business for a couple of hours, answering messages, creating new courses and writing content for my upcoming website. I have a kanban workflow board, I set targets and take aligned action. Ohhhh, my inner masculine, Rudi, loves this!

 

Then in the afternoon I drop into my feminine flow and do whatever feels good for her. I relax on the beach, cook something delicious, see friends, do yoni egg feminine embodiment practices, do self-healings, nap, draw, dream, sunbathe, read, go to a cafe, walk in nature, create space for inspiration to come through ready for the next day. This daily flow feels SO balanced and yummy!

 

10 February 2021